Frustrado

ArGHHHHHhhh!

Getting so frustrated in making tooth models!

I even sacrificed my precious sleeping time to do this!~

2 nights in a row..

i'm so tired.

This afternoon I handed in my masterpiece to lec

hope that she will at least approve something

BUT

her comments were really hurting

and

it was like despise on us

despite of our hard works and how many hours we spent on this (we even cancel the ooty trip)

Cant she just showing some respect and appreciation?

i know i have no rights to comment about her attitude

well, everyone has his/her weakness

BUT this is way too much and so mean!

We are the white mice to start with all these, including completing the neck and base part of those models

i wonder what kind of extra task that will be given to 9th batch?

hmm..colouring the models perhaps?LOL

the floor looked so dirty..headache

my masterpiece ==''

by the way, poppy gave birth to 4 puppies!!

Feliz cumpleaños

Happy 21st Birthday ~

A late post again =P

On 13 February,

I'm officially turned into 21

I know my future path is not gonna be easy

LOL.

dunno what to write actually. =P

I guess I have lost the inspiration to write what was actually happening on that day haha.

13 Feb,

I was on my vacation in Bangalore with my close friends, except that Aaron ==

he chose to stay in hostel for celebrating chinese new year with seniors

I dunno what was his intentions back then, and I don wish I can outguess him.=P

hahha..forget it. what he did was neither of my business hahah!!

So, Yugesh joined us instead.

The most frustrating part was we paid for sleeper bus and eventually went by semi-sleeper bus

what~the~

we tried to make our stand about this

but the person-in -charged claimed that the ticket for semi-sleeper bus is more expensive than sleeper bus, and it can reach to our destination faster, due to what CRAP tyres lar..

I don care what tyres you have,

I don care how fast we will arrive,

I just wanna have a comfortable sleep!

It totally ruined our mood and we get tired easily as well because of the bus!

Cant remember how many times I woke up bcuz of neck and back pains

next time, I will be alert enough to ask for compensation

And, Jon suffered a relapse after which he was just recovered from fever

Put the blame on the stupid bus!haha.

emo-ing jon

anyway, the trip didn really brighten my day

cause I was kinda worried and missing my reunion dinner with family

I braced myself to call my dad

turning out I collapsed and cried on the phone

what an awkward and embarrassing moments

cause I seldom cry in front of them

I used to restrain my feelings and hold my tears

as I wanna let them know

I am strong

Yet, I am still weak.

How foolish I was, right?

The only thing that could cheer myself up was

SHOPPING!!

I am crazy.

shopping alone aint really safe, I know.

but still, I got the freedom to do what I like =)

I tried. But I will never buy.

costs me wooping Rm200++

Here was the birthday surprise!

It was around 3am

I was walking back with stefy who was walking in front of me

I knew she was holding our house key

but I noticed something really strange

how could it be...that our light in living room is off?

( i could still remember vividly, we NEVER switch off the light)

and then i noticed stefy was hesitate to enter the house

she looked terrified

and asked me to open the door for her

OMG!

how could it be... that the door is unlocked ?

could it be..?break in thieves?or ghosts?

simply thinking of this really scared me

and together with stefy, i braced myself to open the door.

and what a SURPRISE!!

I love your surprise.

Thank you!

I love it ~!

I thought they were sleeping by the time I was back.

arigatou~

I love your presents~!

I will treasure it~^^

*huggies*

love and huggies to everyone who leave bday comments in Facebook and MSN

it is much appreciated, thanks!

家好月圆

前阵子，终于追完了溏心风暴之家好月圆港剧

不要再说我落伍了，我承认，我是真的真的很OUTDATE!!

这部港剧已出了有一年多了，而我现在才追完， 哈哈

虽然是一部已经outdate的港剧，它带出的讯息依然是那么地值得深思

人月两团圆

是，中秋节确实还没到

但是看到一家人团聚在一起，开开心心，度过人生的喜与悲

说真的，我很开心

尤其是在新年期间……

突然很想念那种温馨的感觉

除夕时，我们一起吃团圆饭的那种感觉

初一时，我们一起去槟城聚聚的那种感觉

初二时，我们一起去外婆家拜年的那种感觉

初三时，老朋友一起去相聚的感觉

还有初四，初五……十五元宵节！

原来，我可以如此的想念新年到精神错乱

我想回家……

我要休息……

很喜欢连续剧里的每一个角色

看着他们，真的会留下很深刻的印象

我特别喜欢钟嘉欣

之前对她的印象，感觉上她人太过斯文了，一副弱不禁风的模样

心想：“ 这样的演员，行吗？”

不过看久了，发觉就是因为她的长相，真的很适合演于素秋

于素秋的为人，我是最清楚了

她是个很乖巧，很犹豫不决，很为人着想，很容易受感动 及 容易被影响的人

她为什么会哭，我明白，因为看到她，就好像反映出自己的样子

所以，我喜欢她，因为她把这角色拿捏得很棒！

嗯，如果我是于素秋，我该怎么办？

最后的二十岁

再过一个小时

我将正式告别少年生涯

其实想说

活了整整二十年

确确实实不简单

曾经拥有的回忆

开始害怕了

是否会像个流星

光芒侚丽

跨过天迹，然后消失不见?

世界上 最不能留住的是时间

过了就是过了

有什么遗憾，回头一望，可能都拟补不了

最后的二十岁

要怎么度过才好？

回忆过去？学会感恩？

突然觉得，很舍不得你，我的宝贝二十

那个时候

我开始打了将近九个月的工

然后经历了人生最重要的十字路口

最终选择了到印度升学

这回忆 我将会永远记住

活了二十年

感谢身边的每一个人

每一个曾经在我的记忆中留下脚印的人

不论我对你不爽也好，爽也好

感谢你们曾经出现在我的生命里

谢谢你们，朋友，有你们，我才知道什么是感动

想念你们，我的亲人

能与你们结为亲戚是我的福分

还有我的家人

很想念你们，谢谢爸爸一直都很疼我，妈妈一直都很爱我，两个好弟弟，我为你们感到骄傲

之前

我很怕面对二十一岁

因为这也意味着我必须成长，必须开始担当更大的责任

这观念本来就是一个错误

今天

我要开开心心的迎接这一天

正式挥别二十

我要金钥匙！

拜拜，我的昔日旧爱二十岁

祝各位虎年行大运

情人节快乐

还有

生日快乐

Perdón

Sorryy..

I know a simple sorry couldn replace anything

but this is the only thing I can do for you

to say Sorry.

These are my deadly mistakes,

and I will try my best to improve myself.

乱写一通

二月咯！

时间过得好快好快～

呼，考试终于都完了..!!

现在已经过了二月的第六天

想说，考试其实很烦人……我们这个b batch 的，最后一次的考试竟然给我拖到3号！我真的很想快点了结它啊～真的顶不顺了

讲到这次的考试，不知道为什么，我就是没办法坚持到最后，这很不像以前的我……当时的我真的很显，一直都好想逃避考试这鬼东西

虽然是占年尾考试的八仙率并不大，我还是想好好的考好啊，这样才不会对不起自己的良心，还是……心有余而力不足啦== 真的希望下次不要再重犯了，下次不是能开玩笑就算的，听说年尾考试会很难，因为被政府考试给取代了

总之，结论是，如果不是临时抱佛脚的话，其实每一个人都可以考得很好的。

嗯，是应该检讨检讨一下了

前两天分了biochem, 我是真的觉得我做不好，因为当时的我已经在放弃的边缘了~为了某些原因=P 感谢神我还会了一些些～我比较好的部分应该是属于实习考试吧，才会把分数拉高……其实，我觉得有些同学可以做得更好的，只是出了些状况吧……他们下次可以做得更好的，才会给我一些些压力嘛^^我也会开始喜欢biochem了，嘻嘻

今天我终于知道Physio的成绩了，考得很差强人意，就在及格边缘而已……

不过我无所谓，反正这是预料中的事，虽然我在这科上蛮别有用心的说

唉，过去就让它过去啦，我虽然很爱呱呱叫，这科嘛，我选择保持沉默

很显然的，我还没准备好～而且平时没听课的缘故，再加上参考书弄到我很乱

因为viva老师的一番话，还是振作吧！既然她那么地信任我～加油！Phy,我要宰了你！

anatomy 我就不知道了。我只知道考practical那天，我因为睡不醒而考砸了……

今天，我的Table teacher 突然看住我跟我说他已经改了我的考卷，神啊……

我当时吓一跳，因为我不认为我的anatomy考得好咯，写得很乱七八糟，是不是讲师赞错人了呢？？他可以说到要其他人以我为榜样，学习我的回答方式 （没有啊，我乱写的哦）

不过，他确实是很好的导师，跟着他，我会很喜欢anatomy的 =)

还有个女的，也蛮不错，看样子很温柔，其实也是一个很严厉的导师……还因为我贪睡而被罚站哈哈～

同同的table teacher很目中无人的，他怎么可以这样瞧不起华人的呢？每一个种族都有自己的文化，要就接受，不要就应尊重，没有你的基本尊重还不打紧，凭什么乱批评勒？

还有一科，oral biology.

我的carving 和 viva 完了,其他的theory更不用讲了,我是放弃的了

成绩会如何，就欣然接受吧，就这样

这次的考试让很多讲师失望，他们说我们是最烂的batch== 其实这只是我们的第一次考试，难免会经验不足的嘛哈哈

就会有坏处咯，会有更多的考试冲着来！！唉～

每一年我都好期待二月的日子

祝各位二月宝宝新年快乐，生日快乐！

我爱我的生日，今年还落在除夕！

超想念马来西亚！我的槟城，我的实兆远，我的家，我的爷爷婆婆，我的家人，我的亲戚朋友，我最爱的食物！

新年，最想与家人一起度过了！

可是我却没机会回家……

每次想到这里我就好想哭，却只有欲哭无泪的感觉……

毕竟这是我第一次离家那么远

好想家哦～

几时才能回家？？