I look to you

I watched glee season 3 episode 3 yesterday

I couldnt help but keep thinking of this great spiritual song

I LOOK TO YOU

pretty amazed that my tears were actually started rolling down while I was listening to it

maybe I was kind of emotional/ sensational,

but it moved me, for real this time..

I mean for so long I kept myself away from God

I have doubts towards Him

I have lost all my faith

I believe in His existence but I chose not to follow Him ..

because I have seen so many evils working in here..

well, people might say, just have faith in Him..He has his own way

but how are we suppose to have faith in Him without trusting Him BLINDLY?

I am confused..what is right and what is wrong?

I believe He has the answers, He has plans for us

thanks to someone who opened my heart and eyes

so I could see

God is actually work in a way in which people couldn understand

we do not understand because we do not have the wisdom as great as God

I keep praying ..I wanna know you more God

I wanna be thankful to you..for what you have shaped me today

I am bless with everything I have ..

though it's still hard for me to say I LOVE YOU now

I believe one day, when I sing, I really can sing with all my heart, to commit all my life to you..

Thank you

Thank you for the little gift =)

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I Look To You Lyrics

As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
I’m lost without a cause
After giving it my all

Winter storms have come
And darkened my sun
After all that I’ve been through
Who on earth can I turn to?

I look to you,
I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong
I look to you,
I look to you
And when melodies are gone In you I hear a song
I look to you

Have to lose my breath
There's no fighting left
Sinking to rise no more
Searching for that open door

And every road that I've taken
Led to my regret
And I don't know if I'm go'n make it
Nothing to do but lift my head


My levees are broken
My walls are coming down on me
My rain is falling
Defeat is calling
I need you to set me free
Take me far away from the battle
I need you
Shine on me!

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