天黑黑

最近很多人好像很流行想念婆婆公公

最近，听回了这首歌

感觉不同了，眼泪控制不住了

或许，这是我在国外求学之后

所面对的改变吧

以前只是纯粹的欣赏这首曲子，觉得很有新意

来到这里，才察觉到自己

是多么的想家

第一次的我，

是多么的肯定孙燕姿的唱功

不是因为她唱的不简单

就是因为她唱的简单，带给人那种纯纯的感动

燕姿就是有这种魔力

突然很想念外婆

想念她的美味佳肴

想念她的总是早起，只为了准备我们的早餐午餐

想念她总是知道我们要来的时候，手忙脚乱的，煮一大堆的菜肴，

我们来的时候，桌子满满的都是出自外婆的爱

想念她总是要在我们回的时候，包一大堆大包小包的食物，

好像很怕我们回去会饿死，哈哈

想念她的急脾气，就是急得很可爱

想念她的唠叨，就是唠叨的有道理

想念她时时刻刻为我们着想，只是嘴上没说出来

想念她不懂英文，问我的时候，有趣的模样

想念她总是要在我回家的时候，塞给我和我弟，一些些的钱

说什么一点点而已，不要给妈妈知道，

明明那些钱，就是几百块！

有时候，真的想推回给她

可是老人家的心，我怎么忍心……

就是这样，有时候，

我会不知觉的，向我同学夸耀我外婆的好

外婆做给我sambal虾米

那种爱心，温暖到我心坎里

“我外婆做到很好吃勒，好吃勒……”

我总是一而再，再而三的强调

（不知他们会不会烦啊，嘻嘻）

对我来说，这是我，在这里，唯一可以为她做的事

…………………………………………………………………………

婆，我好爱你

有时候我没有表现出来

并不代表我不关心你，不在意您

其实我很在意

有哪一天我没有孝顺您的

有时候我在想，这两年，如果您有什们事的话，

做孙女的，来不及孝顺您的话，我该怎么办？？

您千万要长命百岁，我是这么的祈祷着

我还要跟您拜师学艺的

我还要您看到我结婚，要您看到您的曾孙

看到您会骄傲的说：“喏，这就是我的孙女！”

我盘算着，

我回去槟城求学的时候

一定一定

要常常看您

人的生离死别

虽然我没法控制

但是我所能做的，婆，让我完成

我要尽我孙女的责任去爱您

以前我好像很take for granted,

现在的我不要了，

现在是我的时候，想让您觉得很take for granted=)

婆，有时候

人长大了，

会突然很怕有一天，会失去您

这就是爱吧？婆

婆，有时候，我不知道能给你什么

我的脑装的都是少年的新玩意，

我很蠢，我很迟钝

我不知道你真正的需要

就算你要，你也不会跟我说你要的吧？

你只会叫我顾自己就好

婆，你很伟大

我爱你

…………………………………………………………………………

我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人

我以为这就是我所追求的世界

然而横冲直撞被误解被骗

是否成人的世界背后总有残缺

我走在每天必须面对的分岔路

我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福

爱总是让人哭

让人觉得不满足

天空很大却看不清楚

好孤独

天黑的时候

我又想起那首歌

突然期待

下起安静的雨

原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听

下起雨也要勇敢前进….

我相信一切都会平息

我现在好想回家去

天黑黑

欲落雨

天黑黑

心动，心痛

心痛当初相遇的心动

心痛，因为心动了，心动，所以心痛……

虽然明白，后来会心痛，

那当初，为何要心动？

为何心痛会如此的痛？

只因，曾经如此的心动？

喜欢心动，才会更容易心痛？

那到底

什么是爱？

谁值得我们心动？

谁又会让我们心痛？

有时候，

总是幸福的认为心动是一辈子的

奈何

依然看见，人来人往的影子中

藏着心痛的轨迹

到底，承诺是否是一辈子的？

心痛终究属于当初的心动吗？

我不想考试，我不要考试

我接受不了……

下次我会学乖了

会的

一定会

=(

bird's nest soup

Ouch..A late post again.

Due to connection problem, I couldnt update my bloggie lately =(

The lifestyle in India is totally different from my comfort zone where I used to be living with for past 20 years

I couldn stand the connection problem!

Yet, I am getting used to it. Sigh..

suddenly I miss my bird's nest soup!

I miss my past holidays~

Though It's quite short, I was managed to spend it ,well, carefully enough. Haha!

During the holidays, my mom was kind of uhm, forced me to make the soup

It was likely to become my family tradition to at least try once

since I am the only one who left out, as I fleeeed and hide in india for so long

You know I am lazy,

but out of a sense of I-had-nothing-to-do, okay okay..I'll make, ok?

making the soup is simply wonderful

especially when all your hard work pays off,

you will really feel a sense of accomplishment

(Well, if you think that making a bird's nest soup is easy, then you are SO WRONG!)

It requires patience and skilled work

just like me. wakakakkaka!!

hey, this wasnt easy !

for times I felt like giving up, but keeping myself reminded that this is what I should get through before becoming a dentist,

I managed to finish all !

I am not bragging or what, it really needs PATIENCE and CONCENTRATION!

Ingredients:

1) 2-3 ounces of birds nest

2) Crushed Rock sugar

3) 2 liter of water

Steps:

1) Soak the bird nests in cold water overnight to clean them. Rinse for several times.

2) Pick out the lose feathers that stuck inside the nests. Gosh, this is hard!

Getting prepared!

Picking out the feathers. Eye POWER!!!

3) Clean the bird nests.

4) Put the bird nests in a pot and water is added.

5) Boil it and simmer bird nests for few hours, until they get soften.

6) Put some rock sugars inside.

7) Serve while it's hot. ( but I'm still prefer icy bird's nest soup,haha!!)

Ready to serve!

ok..MISSION ACCOMPLISHED !!

I love the soup, it tastes like sweet jelly

heard people will get paid for only rm10++ for picking out the feathers of 4-5 ounces of bird nests ( this will really takes whole day)

ouchh..! this is the most challenged part! and it comes out with such a low payment..

Omg!cause now only I realise..

I'm the ....

CHEAP WORKER!!!!!

So close

I am watching Enchanted again

this time, what attracts me is this beautiful song

I dunno what to say..

maybe I am a girl who loves to dream of happily ever after

this song

makes me think of true love does exist

imagine that I am dancing with my true love on a dancing floor

ohh..feeling that I'm the blissfully blessed

❤so far, we are so close❤

I cant help to cry..this feeling is simply beautiful, simply amazing!

I'm touched.

I'm hoping,

the day will finally come

and together, we will live happily ever after

This is a princess dream =)

so close to reaching..the famous happy end

almost believing..this was not pretend

❤so close....and still, so far❤

John 3:16

John 3:16

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

Happy Easter Day!

Maybe, this is your n times watching it

Maybe, you never feel like watching it since it is related to christianity, which it's against to your belief

Or maybe, you are not even aware about this, thinking that this is utter rubbish

To think this way means you are letting go a chance that may change your whole life

"Most" is a 2003 Czech film directed by Bobby Garabedian.

It is a story about a single father who takes his son to work with him at the railroad drawbridge.Just as an oncoming train approaches, his son falls into the drawbridge gear works, leaving the father with a horrific choice.

Well, I do not know how to use flowerish language to grab your attention

But still, I'd love to share with you

why I cry each time watching this

and how a Father can save the world by sacrificing His most beloved son.

Sometimes, we tend to be selfish in order to protect our love ones

It's true, isnt it?

but this father

He is so different..He is willing to sacrifice His only son,

to save the world!

This might sound ridiculous

What is your choice if you were Him?

try to imagine..

This is tormenting..!

it's like pushing your son into fires, watching him burns and dies in agony!!

His son died at the cross, and rise again.

Resurrection is simply amazing

He can make a way when there seems to be no way

He can turn things around when there seems to be a dead end.

He can lift you up when you seem to be fallen.

So, instead of keep complaining of what we don have

let us start to treasure and appreciate what we have

because

the sacrifice of a Father's son to us

is the greatest gift beyond everything

and

it's the most promising premise for us

Praise the Lord!

Give thanks to Him always =)

by the way,

i'm officially a senior from this day onwards

Thank God!

一句我等你，其实需要很大的勇气♥

转载文章

它远比我爱你三个字,来得更需要勇气
不是每个人你都愿意等待,也不是所有人都值得你去等待
一句我等你,包含了很多的,无奈,心酸,苦涩
或许是爱不到,或许是不能爱
无论怎样,我等你这个承诺,远比我爱你更动听

看看身边,有多少人曾经对你说我爱你
可有谁会说一句我等你,谁会愿意那样卑微的等待
不计较任何的回报的等待,
说一句我爱你很容易,可却和少有人愿意会说一句我等你
在我看来,
一句我等你,是三个字的承诺 ♥

也许你面前的这个人,一句我爱你感动了你
但你却忽略了那个说我等你的人,
只是三个字,
前者的爱有激情但肤浅,后者的爱单纯又执着

年少的时候,我们向往那些激情
钟爱那句我爱你,受了伤也不投降
当被伤透彻了才知道一切都因为一句--> 我爱你

那个时候,你更愿意听到那一句我等你

如果,在你身边有那么一个人，
他愿意毫不计较的为你付出,默默的等你
那么,请千万珍惜~
他会是一直陪你走下去的那个人
他不会在半途中将你丢弃
因为他懂得珍惜与付出,他懂得那一句,我等你

可是你知道吗？
为了爱你,选择等你,等你
是因为更能好好爱你 …♥
让你给他一个家，陪他走完这一生。。

如果正有一个等你的他，
好好珍惜，能拥有对你这样痴情的他，
有的人一生都不会有这种机遇…，
你遇到了请不要辜负他的心，♥
因为说出等你时他就决定，
放弃等你的途中一切幸福的机遇…
或许对他来说错过的不是他的幸福~

即使他早知你们的结果是不好的…他都一直等下去，
说明他真的对你太痴心！
你也可以说他傻，但是一切都是为你傻，
能等到你，和你永远在一起才是他真正的幸福！

相信和这样的爱人共渡一生你也会幸福…

经常给他传个短信，他就会兴奋不已。。

好好珍惜等待你的人吧…