2010

This is the last day of 2010

my last day of being 21

when I flashed back..

I found out nothing much that I have done..

except passing my first year, LOL

and I went to a lot of places, like Ooty, Kerala, Mumbai, Pune

My plans to change myself are still in vain

I mean, I am still lazy, not determined, low self esteem, no confidence and so on

I still find myself hard to communicate with people sometimes

Feeling sensitive, sometimes I feel that people are against me

as if I never bring out the best in me

and I cant keep my mouth shut all the time

My friendships aren't build on a solid foundation

that is why I have no true friend in life?

Maybe I am too selfish and self-centered..that's the way I protect myself

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What is the purpose of life, actually?

I feel like I am wasting a lot of time

and too soft to reject people

I always say I wanna change

but since when I did change?

sigh..easier said that done

and I wanna be smarter!

I wanna be closer to you God..

I wanna have good relationships and friendships

I feel safe and happy if people think that I am reliable

I wanna stay away from temptations

I wanna be skillful and decisive

and ...blah blah blah..

all kinds of wishes

just wish that in 22, my wishes will come true together with my efforts =)

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speaking of 31 dec 2010

well, there are 2 great persons who exist in my life were born on this day

ok.. this is the latest picture I could find

HAPPY 21TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR SYUEH NY!!

hope our friendship lasts forever!

and

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE BRO!

Cari Makan @ Mumbai

I spent a lot of $$ on food during this trip

It's quite expensive but who cares? I was totally in holidaying mood, haha.

Day 1 (22.12.2010)

1.Breakfast- coffee day

a cup of hot cappuccino cost me a whooping Rs120

yeah..a lot can happen over coffee ==

but in such a cold weather, drinking coffee is nevertheless the best choice, right?

2. Subway in airport- bacon and egg sandwich (Rs85)

3. Dinner (Rs180) @ Delhi Darbor

paneer tikka briyani..thumbs up!

Day 2 (23.12.2010)

1. Breakfast- vege sandwich @ MCD (Rs30)

2. Lunch- Meal near Taraporevala aquarium (Rs70)

3. Dinner- prawn chow min ( Rs140)

4. Samosa Chat @ Sai Sagar

Day 3 (24.12.2010)

1. Breakfast @ MCD again (Rs65)

2. Lunch @ piccadilly restaurant

mine

esther's

suz and yi wen's

lok ann and sachin 's

the bill

nice food, nice price

3. Dinner @ Trisna seafood restaurant (0ver Rs2000 for 4)

with yi wen, esther, suzanne =)

king crab with butter ginger sauce

bombay fried duck

medium prawns in crab meat sauce

fish in garlic sauce

Day 4 (25.12.2010)

1. Breakfast @ Piccadilly restaurant (Rs95)

fluffy omelet- mine

suz's

sachin's

esther's burger

someone will love this very much

2. Lunch @ Elephant cave restaurant (Rs70)

my egg fried rice..

too salty..I don like it

chicken fried rice

3. Dinner @ Spaghetti kitchen ( Rs495)

evania's and mine

Day 5 (26.12.2010)

1. Breakfast @ MCD take away (Rs75)

2. Lunch @ the hidden place, Pune (Rs200)

3. Dinner @ MCD

Day 6 (27.12.2010)

1. free breakfast @ hotel

2. Lunch @ BBQ Nation, Pune (Rs350- buffet style)

THE END

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I miss mumbai food!!

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Imma shopaholic

Today is 28.12.2010

the day which I came back from pune

tired but contented

in this 6 days journey

I had countless irrational/uncontrolled attempts to buy stuffs

gosh..I had a mild addiction towards shopping!

this cant be tolerated anymore

since I am officially broke now sighhh

but still I feel happy

well, shopping has always been a gal's favourite

It's been my cure for everything!

though my purse hurts , LOL

in Mumbai, I love colaba street the most

it's just a street but it's far better than commercial street in bangalore

I like the bags and scarves selling there

It drives me crazy just to choose which is the best

and bargain for the best price

hahaha..I love bargaining =P

so these are the stuff I bought during this trip:

1. Magazine -Reader digest (Rs60)

Reader digest is super cheap in india!

2. Tees (Rs150 x 3)

I like those tees with super awesome words printed on them! Wearing them is just so cool!

3. I love Mumbai (Rs150)

sorry it looks crumple hehe =P

Well not to say I fancy Mumbai alot..I bought it as a memento for myself =P

4. Others (Rs 120)

5. Others ( Rs 250)

6.Others (Rs200)

A dress! so cheap and I love it !

7. Bags (Rs150)

8. Bags (Rs330)

nice right?

9. souvenirs ( Rs240)

friends..these are for you =)

10. Lame toys (Rs70)

I had great fun playing with this on christmas night!

I bought a manually controlled toy helicopter too ..it's kinda childish but I enjoyed being a kiddie =P

11. Book (Rs399)

This is a good book highly recommended by pastor Dave and Desmond

hope that I can finish reading it before holidays end.

12. Scarves ( Rs250 for two)

13. Just guess?? ( 3 for Rs100)

What is this????

Huntington

Can somebody tell me what is huntington's disease?

You know, in my opinion,

the disease that fears me the most isn't AIDS, cancer/ any fast contagious disease like SARS

what I fear the most is the neurological disease

No cure..No way out..

It's kinda creepy when it all depends on the patients themselves to suffer their way out..

Sometimes it's kinda hard to differentiate a demonic possessed person and a mentally disorientated person, i mean to me, except they may be different in scientific and religion point of view, in fact they are still sharing the common signs and symptoms..

So, what is Huntington disease? I searched the net.

Huntington's disease, chorea, or disorder (HD), is a neurodegenerative genetic disorder that affects muscle coordination and leads to cognitive decline and dementia

(from wikipedia)

Symptoms...

1. Clumsiness

2. Bruxism

3. Loss of coordination and balance

4. Slurred speech

5. Swallowing difficulty

6. Uncontrolled continual muscular contractions

7. Walking difficulty

8. Dementia

9. Depression

10. Delusions

P.s: I hope you will get through this..I'm sorry for you, and I believe you will stay strong and keep holding on..don give up!

Practicals

Dental practicals that I have been through in second year

Well, I want to say

actually, I'm not really happy for my practicals

I even doubting myself if I have any talents in them

sigh

( I screwed them all in my internal)

this has made me feel bad of myself

but I'm still believing

Practices make perfect

someday, I can master it!

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Prosthodontics

Teeth arrangement (side view)

Teeth arrangement (front view)

A maxilla cast

A mandible cast

Maxilla cast with base plate

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ODS

My instruments on a rubber sheet

hand instruments

Wish me best of luck okay =)