我不要拜拜!

清明节要到了
等一下就要去槟城了

清明节?
就是要去先祖还是已过世的亲人的墓前祭拜

我不要祭拜,我要纪念而已,可以吗?

我肯送花,我肯扫墓,我肯帮忙搬东西

但是我不要烧香,可以吗?

每年我最怕清明节,因为这是考验我的时刻
不想烧香,也很讨厌香的味道 =(

但是无论怎么逃,每年也无法违背亲人的意愿

我的心不要啊~又说不出

我这么胆小,能怎样呢?

杂post - 拜四的事

很闷哦~这三天都在工作，要整天对着电脑

拜四晚特地托了agit九点来做工，
本以为可以借此去九点的教会青年小组，但是还是去不成
太多顾客了，还很庆幸有拜托agit早点来

很内疚哦~好像我太注重工作了
没办法参加小组
没办法庆祝dave哥的生日

请原谅我~

过后有个lynn的customer，超好笑的
意大利人，一直很谦虚地说他不会讲英语
拜托~我们也不是很会好吗？

只有我这个电脑有skype，所以只有我能call他咯==
很傻，超好笑！
不知道是不是line有问题
我们一直收不到他要讲什么
花了五分钟一直在问 Hello HELLO~
他的声音一下子有,一下子没有
怎样问他哦~

我们一直在忍笑咯~
再加上agit吃饱没事情做
一直kacao
还学女生的声音跟他说 Y~E~S~
害到我笑到哭，不能问他
连lynn和wei都笑到糊涂了~

那意大利人好像很清楚地听到我们时不时的笑声
也在那边笑~
那个笑很熟悉，好像shahrizan的笑声，哈哈！

托了十分钟多
他end call了，一直说不敢打来，very shy 哦~
后来lynn硬逼他打过，也不能听到什么==
老板也在那边笑~
后来逼他报上他的地址过后事情总算解决了

当晚lynn和wei很可怜哦
老板忘记买晚餐给他们
只有我吃，吃，吃
很不好意思勒 =P

回家就梦见一家人去不懂哪里玩
进入黑森林
和一帮人休息
然后被一大群黑色小人物追杀
他们的石头一碰到人的致命点,人就会当场丧亡
我们好怕,好怕
还好一家人都能赶得及跳上车离开那里
过后还有很多事情啦~

最近都在发噩梦
不懂是不是日有所思,也有所梦?
还是脑潜意识里在释放着某种讯息?
我在害怕着什么呢?
还是看太多鬼吹灯了?
还是像wei所说的理论一样？

UNKNOWN

J0UrNeY T0 tHe AIMST UnIvErSiTy

AIMST University

Last Friday, I decided to pay a visit to AIMST University with my family. Before that we went to Kepala Batas to find Penang International Dental College first. Actually we all thought that it's something like this.

Okla,the campus is still not so bad. But it turned out to be...

THIS!!!

WALAO! Only a grassy land? What the heck is this??! We felt as if being cheated =.='' After all what sort of plans we made after viewing its website. Felt so disappointed. But I still can opt for this college, as its original college is located somewhere near Butterworth..Just a row of shops.

Anyone that is interested can log in to www.pidc.com.my

OKok,back to our topic today,the AIMST university.

By the time i reached there, I was like " Wah, super awesome!" In the past, my impressions about AIMST were always "indians' study place", "the campus must be lousy!", "so remote place!" and etc.

After visiting it, I proved myself WRONG.

From what i have seen, AIMST is surrounded by a waterlily lake, picturesque views, and sophisticated buildings. And very clean too!!

But got something that i dislike, an indian marketing staff is rude. He talked as if this University is so high class. He even said to us,"But I can tell you, we have limited seats! We cannot guarantee you 100% you can get in" Sounds like he was underestimating STPM fellow ==

After i registered,a tour guide brought us around to visit this campus.

A built in AIMST dental hospital for practical purpose

Guess how much it costs? RM50k!!

dental lab,very clean and tidy^^

Shh..this pic i secretly took for you guys..actually we were not allow to take pic in the lab. Can you notice something?fake human heads, wakaka!

This is a mini stadium. Very glamorous. The tour guide said it's fully equipped with courts, running trek, swimming pool, field, gymnastic room and etc. And most of the state level players will do their training here. Cool huh?

I cannot deny that I start to love this Uni..but it still has its pros and cons.
haiz, very headache. Wanna know why I should reconsider?
Well..Will tell you next time!haha~

Wanna know more? just visit it's website!

Doudou adds on: Oh ya, forgot about the fees~about RM210k without accommodation. Hmm.. still considering..she will tell you the pros and cons in her next post^^

A souvenir from indonesia

My parents just back from indonesia. I thought they wont get anything for me,um, i mean souvenirs =P Surprisingly, they bought me a GUITAR!!

HOORAY!~

So happy^^ i thought they will forget, but eventually,it turns out to be a wonderful surprise!

Um, i'm not a talented guitar learner, but this souvenir will definitely push me to LEARN HARD, haha~especially within this few months break. At least i should spent some time well to learn some skills.

Here's my lovely~Wei! Doudou kacao betul! don scratch it!

But the problem is, who will teach me? I need a guitar tutor!! haha=P

This guitar is yamaha series C390. i dunno whether it's of good quality or not. I just know that if you want to buy a cheap + good quality guitar, just think straight, buy it in indonesia!

This is my aunty's guitar. LOve it cuz it aged older than me! The quality is undeniable good, and it costs almost Rm1000, i mean ,according to current market price^^

I treasured it so much, but too bad it's not mine. Took this pic when i was just 18

Bonus: [ Trip in indo]

as sweet as candy!
took it in front of volcanos

picturesque scenery

and one more thing,

yummy!

I Am A Home Alone

YES! NOW I AM A...

What a pity, isnt't it?

But okay, I'm not a eight-year-old boy who is always mistakenly left behind when his family flies for their vacation.

It sounds so ridiculous, no mummy or daddy could ever ever leave their child like that!
What a reckless + lousy parents!

BUT I'm purposely left behind. My parents are in Indonesia now for vacation. 2 bros as well. On their vacation in kl.
I am Left. With days of WORK! They left from sat til thu, having great days holidaying and exploring. What about me? having great days working like hell, though I'm suppose to celebrate my transient freedom~haha!

Only 1 day! I only can spend my personal time on Monday.

Sometimes i admire the home alone boy, Kevin McCallister^^ He has a surprisingly bravery on his encounter with bandits. And he is very independent too. He can manage to live on his own though he's only eight.

I know, this is only a story, not a real life encounter story. When i was small i found it was so funny and hilarious!! but when i grew bigger, i realise how independant the boy is! I wish i could be more like him =P I'm way too passive!

So,my family was away for 5 days~ and suddenly i remember a quite remarkable quote from 'money not enough' : bo zheng hu liao! (no more gov)

haha,indeed. no more gov to restrict me! Just for 5 days but i will spend most of the time working. Haiz, no point at all...==

选择

今天拿到成绩后，知道了，麻木没感觉。此时此刻却想到了一个故事：

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有个人，他可以说是个乐观派，每天都很快乐。朋友问他说怎样才能像他那样天天那么开心。他说，每天早上起来，他告诉自己，他可以选择快乐的一天，也可以选择难过的一天，所以他选了要快乐地过一天。当他面对困难的时候呢？他说，他可以选择逃避，也可选择面对，所以他选择面对。他如何面对呢？他说，他可以选择愁眉苦脸地面对，也可选择从容不迫地面对，所以他选择从容不迫的心情面对。有一次他被子弹打伤了，伤得很重，被送进医院。1个月后，他出院了。朋友问他当时怕不怕。他说，他当时只有一个想法，就是活着，还是死掉，所以他选择活着。但手术台边的医生护士的表情，让他觉得自己已经死了。他认为，他必须做些事情。当护士问他有没有对什么敏感的时候，他说“有！”。医生护士静静地等他回答的时候，他大声地说“子弹！”，在场的医务人员都被他的答案逗笑了。于是，他告诉医务人员，“我要活着，请务必把我当活人医，而不是活死人。”就这样，他活过来了。

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其实，过怎样的生活，都是你自己选的。要过得充实，还是过得松散，只看你的选择。
~乐天派还是悲观的，都是自己选的~
我选择当乐天派好了，不想整天被埋没在哭泣中=P
虽然我在政府考试中生平第一次抱了一对双胞胎baby boy,哈哈……
回到家，看见父母都很支持我，觉得还蛮欣慰^^
我再次面对选择，不，是人生的抉择
梦想还是不是要坚持下去？
选好的路还是不是要走？

我想，我应该要有答案了……

想起了另两个故事:

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你开着一辆车。
在一个暴风雨的晚上。
你经过一个车站。 有三个人正在焦急的等公共汽车。
一个是快要临死的老人，他需要马上去医院。
一个是医生，他曾救过你的命，你做梦都想报答他。
还有一个女人/男人，她/他是你做梦都想嫁/娶的人，也许错过就没有了。但你的车只能在坐下一个人，你会如何选择？

我不知道这是不是一个对你性格的测试, 因为每一个回答都有他自己的原因。
老人快要死了，你首先应该先救他。
你也想让那个医生上车，因为他救过你，
这是个好机会报答他。还有就是你的梦中情人。错过了这个机会。你可能永远不能遇到一个让你这么心动的人了。

.................................
在200个应征者中，只有一个人被雇佣了，他并没有解释他的理由，他只是说了以下的话：'给医生车钥匙，让他带着老人去医院，而我则留下来陪我的梦中情人一起等公车!'每个人都认为以上的回答是最好的，但没有一个人一开始就想到。

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很有意思……
我是不是应该放弃手中的优势（钥匙）
现在的成绩不足以让我追求我的梦想
我应该继续呢，还是止步
可能，放弃这些所谓的固执，狭溢，我会得到更多

但问题是，我放得下吗？

这，又是选择

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很久很久以前，人类都还赤着双脚走路。有一位国王到某个偏远的乡间旅行，因为路面崎岖不平，有很多碎石头，刺得他的脚又痛又麻。回到王宫后，他下了一道命令，要将国内的所有道路都铺上一层牛皮。他认为这样做，不只是为自己，还可造福他的人民，让大家走路时不再受刺痛之苦。

但即使杀尽国内所有的牛，也筹措不到足够的皮革，而所花费的金钱、动用的人力，更不知凡几。虽然根本做不到，甚至还相当愚蠢，但因为是国王的命令，大家也只能摇头叹息。

一位聪明的仆人大胆向国王提出建言：「国王啊！为什么您要劳师动众，牺牲那么多头牛，花费那么多金钱呢？您何不只用两小片牛皮包住您的脚呢？」国王听了很惊讶，但也当下领悟，于是立刻收回成命，改采这个建议。据说，这就是「皮鞋」的由来。

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想改变世界，很难；要改变自己，比较容易。
与其改变全世界，不如先改变自己，将自己的双脚包起来！
改变自己的某些观念和作法，以抵御外来的侵袭。
当自己改变后，眼中的世界自然也就跟着改变了。
如果你希望看到世界改变，那么第一个必须改变的就是自己!!


我要改变！！

「心若改变，态度就会改变；态度改变，习惯就改变；习惯改变，人生就会改变。」

改变，也是一种选择

已经20岁，不是小孩子了
很多人在这时候已经出外打拼，
有些人已经是老板，明星，出名的运动选手
而我呢？还躲在暖暖的被窝里
不要！我不要再堕落了！
快救救你自己吧！！

注：部分文章取自 砂大升学辅导组部落格

Get to know myself better

haha, here is a personality test i saw it in stephy's bloggie.

Find it was quite fun so i took it^^
here's the link! Guys,take it up and tell me yr result so that i can know you better! Have fun!

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

This is what the test shows me who I am..

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

haha, that's true! Accurate!

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Sort of..If i were in love, i'd just couldnt help thinking of my love..wakaka! Perhaps the spell, LOVE IS BLIND does work on me =P

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

Hmm..i'm not that sure cuz i'm sort of BLURRY =P I just believe God's chosen one, for me..but it's quite difficult to determine who is the guy..Just leave it to God!

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Aha! Nah...Am I? no admirers though =P I just love to laugh,not really flirting anyone,keke~ i'm not that nasty..

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

yeah,indeed very accurate^^ Education symbolises civilisation. Without education,i actually cant survive.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

Yeah, stable job..maybe dull with no challenges, but i can accept it.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

yaya, pretty accurate! My life purpose is not WORK, is God, family,relationships, something that makes me enjoy my life^^ Life is only 1,and i certainly don wanna bury myself under work! Life is about ENJOY!

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

yes! it's true! i need somebody to support me!

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


haha~cool^^accurate..

As Overall, it's very accurate! i'll give 95 marks for this test^^ so guys,check it out!

2月的最后一天

今天蛮累的，所以我就长话短说好了，来个summary吧！

28.02.2009-无心的大日子！！


20岁生日快乐噢！！

老一岁咯，希望你早日摸索到你的目标，实践你的梦想，还有要变得更ladylike,ok? 哈哈……

我，小凤音，小巴黎和风约好无心在city kopitiam饮茶! 想给她一个惊喜，

无奈她还是猜到了[豆豆：唉，正常人都会猜到啦，不然他真的是超级大笨蛋……]

蛋糕出来她也没什么表情，哈哈……不愧是无心啊=P
好吃吗？我在sunlight 选的choc chic蛋糕，味道不错啦，有不是很浓的巧克力和草莓。

发现小巴黎很喜欢吃草莓哦，拼命吃，嘻嘻……

吃到肚子快撑破了，不过还是能够走路啦。*还被无心硬逼吃下两块，看来我功力还不错噢*

lesson learnt ：不要乱乱在city kopitiam 叫食物，食物的分量真的只适合福州人吃，嘻嘻……

小凤音和风大谈教书生涯，老师很难当的，我有点内疚以前那样对老师

见他们被学生欺负，我也很不好受，希望她们工作顺顺利利=）

小巴黎也是，祝她不要被其他promoter踩上头

无心就不用讲啦，工作一直很顺利的=.=''哈哈！

聊着聊着当然少不了讲前途，我们还是无头绪似的，很苦恼噢

很烦人勒！

我要快点搞清楚我要什么！！

想到成绩，真的是……唉，压力很大。觉得很对不起那些关心我的人

我很怕，很怕，很怕拿那烂成绩

不想面对……我又再开始逃避问题了

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过后去教会

少年小组聚会过后很意外地灯暗了下来

原来是要庆祝我的生日

*虽然是过了很久*

哈哈，很意外，很开心

Vara 姐还特地为我代祷希望我快点找到合适的对象

哇

最近怎么这么多人问我有没有男朋友了啊，还叫我快点找一个男朋友==我说没有男朋友怎么还会质疑我在讲骗话，唉……

哈哈，我虽然孤单，但是目前还不是很需要男朋友，嘻嘻……

我其实想说，我愿意相信神所赐给我的对象，虽然我不知道他会是个怎样的人

*他要爱神多过他爱我*

vara 姐和dave哥对另一半的条件

他们终于做到了，如今有个很幸福美满的婚姻

好感动

我，是不是也应该这样呢？